I would
wonder each and every day what my life would be,
And how all
things would have an affect upon me,
Through my
life there was so much pain,
This has made
me strong with insight 1 gained,

God granted
me children, which 1 do adore,
For they
brought me happiness and much, "much" more,
Things are
not always as they seem,
For there is
always something unforeseen,

Sometimes I
feel in great despair,
And I wonder
if anyone really does care,
Oh lord take
away this emptiness that is left deep inside,
And replace
it with fullness so my heart feels alive,

Each day that
comes I just muddle through,
For the
pretence I show is so untrue,
So 1 ask Oh
heavenly spirit just to help me through,

For when one
suffers physical pain,
It can be
really bad,
But if you suffer from a broken heart,
The pain
could drive you mad